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I do nothing recently. I want to do something, but I don't have it except study. I study of course but I don't relax only it. I want relaxation. I want to play. But I have no money. I will be given money at twentieth this month. But I must buy Christmas present for her. I don't say only this but I don't have other story recently. I often watch TV. I do only it. I read comic. I don't know how to use the time. I think that I have to study at the time. But I need rest too. Am I bad? (104)