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English is difficult for me, but I want to talk in it. I want to be so. I must more study it, and I will go abroad. I don't know why I want to go there. I would like to just know the world. It is for that purpose that I must study it. Recently, I'm really hard. I'm hard to live a day. I don't have stamina, I don't eat anything, I don't have money. I can't think I live this month. (83)